These Times

Hey Pookie,
You know. We have hard times. Difficult days. Lately it's been more often then not. And I'm willing to take responsibility for it. Because I have been quite the B!+[# lately. Not only that, but I've made you deal with things you shouldn't have to. I've made quite a mess out of us, and I feel really bad about it. And I don't know if you are going to be able to completely forgive me for burdening you with so much of my endless shit... But I'm going to try really hard to make it up to you. Because I think that you are worth it. And I am never going to give up on something that is really this great. I love you, Dallas. I really do. You are my rock. The person I look to when I need help, the person I want to share all of my success with, and the person I want to spend every day of forever waking up next to. You're my sweetheart. I look at old couples, ages 65+, and all I can think about is how at some point, I want to be exactly like that. Holding your hand, so wrinkly and old, looking into your eyes, with all of the laugh lines around them, and just be able to know that we have made it. And until that day, I will fight every single second of every day working for that.

You're a really great guy, Dal. You really are. And I don't think I tell you that enough. You have so much great potential. You have the opportunity to do really anything you want. And I am positive you'd do it almost perfectly. You are such a smart, hardworking driven individual, and you really are going somewhere great. I can see it when you talk! You inspire me to do better in life. You help me believe in the good in the world. And you make me more and more excited about our life together.

Thank you so much for everything, honey. Thank you so much for believing in me, and in us. Thank you for always wanting to make things work between us. Thank you for always being there for me, even when I really don't deserve it. But thank you mostly for being you. I really admire you.

I love you, sugar lips. Always and forever. Even if you decide that you don't love me anymore. I'll always love you. I promise!

xoxoxoxoxoxo
Girlfriend